in a way that shows you are nervous or embarrassed about your appearance or what other people think of you (因在意自己的外表或他人的看法)局促不安的,难为情的,不自然的 - (often disapproving)
in a way that shows you are aware of the effect that is being produced 刻意的;有意而为的 The world of celebrity is very self-consciously constructed. 名人的世界是非常自觉构建的。